Thursday, January 1, 2009

MY SHELL

Marc Chagall - Three Candles
Time for me to return
to my shell where I can heal

a place for the broken hearted
a place where dreams seem real

a place where there is still hope
and no-one can hurt me there

maybe I should have stayed
for at least what I felt seemed real...

27 comments:

dianne said...

I hope that you are all celebrating with family and loved ones and having a great time.
I hope when the clock strikes midnight on New Years Eve 2009, I will have someone with me to share a sweet kiss. ♥

Lee said...

Me too. Very best wishes for the New Year.

J Cosmo Newbery said...

An inner shell is a very good idea.

Best wishes.

ANNA-LYS said...

Happy New Year Dianne
Kiss the first person
You meet this new year
and magic will appear

(( hug ))

dianne said...

Thanks dear Lee .
I read that it is raining in Melbourne, lucky you... can you please send some up here, the last couple of days have been hot and windy the temperature here today was 35°C (95°F). ♥

dianne said...

How true dear j cosmo , the inner shell is for self preservation. ♥

dianne said...

Thanks dear Anna-Lys , I hope that you are well and enjoying yourself. ♥

Happy New Year to you too dear girl.♥

Thanks for the advice about kissing the first person I see...sorry dear but NO, I dont believe in magic any more nor fairy tales, its all a myth.

dianne said...

Oh and Anna-Lys , big ((hugz)) to you as well. ♥

foam said...

i wish you all the best with the healing from within ..
happy new year .., dianne ...

XOXO

dianne said...

Thanks dearest Foamie but its really not working...there are certain people about who are deliberately trying to hurt me and that's not paranoia,I can assure you.
But I will forget about these people whom I thought were my friends and whom I have supported in the past. They have hurt me, excluded me and removed comments of good will that I have left for them to serve their own purpose.
You know who you are, I hope you are happy now.
.................
I hope you had a lovely New Years party with your family and all of those teenagers, its fun to have young people around even though it must have been a lot of work.
You have a wonderful New Year dearest Foamie, I will be thinking of you. XOXOX ♥

Little Lamb said...

I'm glad you haven't left us yet and I hope you don't,

dianne said...

Thank you sweet Lil Lambie , you are very kind, I really dont know what to do. ♥

dianne said...

By the way, you two who seek to hurt me, just remember that I am the injured party here , I have done nothing to hurt you . And tell your side-kick that I wont be leaving any more kind wishes at her blog for her to delete again nor will I offer any help like I did before when she was depressed and going through a bad patch.

Little Lamb said...

If you don't know what to, stay with us.

foam said...

ohhhhhhhh, dianne ....

feelings can get easily hurt online ..
i've been blogging for a little over 3 years now and i've had bloggers come and go which is normal but i've been dumped a few times myself ... i've learned to take note of it and just move on .. it's a big blogging world out there and there will always be bloggers who truly appreciate who you are ..

..
XOXO

K9 said...

dianne - its counter intuitive - but in the face of hurt to remain open is a sign of strength. but a shell can be a safe harbor too and i understand. i agree with lamby, if you dont know what to do, then stay. i want you to stay. xo

Pete Bogs said...

Happy New Year to you, Dianne!

/t. said...

dianne,

you're back!?!

OH NO! i was enjoying the increased frequency of your posts while you were gone, and now i suppose it will be the regular schedule... well, welcome back anyway!

<3 <3 <3

/t.

PS -- a happier 09, dianne of the future <3

Enemy of the Republic said...

Lovely! Happy New Year to one of the finest and kindest people in the blogosphrere.

dianne said...

Thanks sweet Lil Lambie , I'm not going anywhere I'm staying right here, I just need a little time that's all. ♥

dianne said...

Thanks dearest Foamie , this was personal and went beyond blogging, you warned me a few months back and I didn't listen and now I'm paying the price for getting too close.
Its a shame that a friendship had to come to this, I guess I expected and wanted too much.
Anyway my normal blogging will resume as soon as I have had the time to reflect a little and regain my composure. ♥
Thanks for your support, you too Lil Lambie. ♥♥

dianne said...

Thank you dearest K9 , as I have just said I'm not going anywhere, I love my blog and blogging and all of my friends.

My insular shell has been wounded much more than this person realises but it will heal and the sadness will pass and then I can get on with doing what I like to do, I just dont have much to offer you at the moment.
Thanks for being there. ♥

dianne said...

Thank you dear Pete , you got my Happy New Years message. I hope you are well and enjoying life.♥

dianne said...

Oh /t. my dear friend, it has been a bit like 'the long kiss Goodnight', hasn't it!?!

To be perfectly honest, I haven't known what I should do...hurt, confusion and indecision...I'm a very sensitive female and take things to heart, that's just how I am. ♥

The regular schedule will resume shortly and hopefully 2009 will be better for 'Dianne of the future'.
Thanks again. ♥

dianne said...

Thank you dear Enemy ,you too are fine person,kind and generous. ♥

I really enjoy your comments over at Pugs. :-)

Have a Wonderful and Happy 2009. ♥

Lee said...

They are being tricksy with you, Dianne! For the last three mornings we have had 20sec showers - enough to wet the driveway but nothing in the rain gauge. Poo!

dianne said...

Yes dear Lee those kind of showers just barely wet the ground and when its hot just increase the humidity.
I cant complain about today, its a little overcast with a light south/easterly breeze and 21°C, I'm hoping it will rain. ♥