Thursday, October 8, 2015

The Emptiness of Your Silence...



In the quiet of early morning
Before the day has begun
I think of you
And wonder how you are
It has been quite some time
Since I have read your words here
You may not think of me now
But to me, your words
Hold the warmth of morning sunshine
I miss you, I miss your friendship
And hope you will find it in your heart
To return one day
For I find myself lost
In the emptiness of your silence
A feeling of coldness pervades
Where your warmth once was
I search for some comfort
In the memory of your words
For that, it seems
Is all I have of you now…
Wherever you may be
Whether you are alone
Or if you have found love
I hope you are happy
And your life is complete... 

Prose - Dianne Dawes ... ♥
For my dear friend C.B

25 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am making a new world. A world of important things. For this world is full of irrelevant, unkind, meaningless things. I no longer wish to exist in it. So... I have filmed my hand on a tree. Everything made starts with a hand. There is a dark golden glow of sky in the distance. The cows are peaceful in the field. There is green ivy climbing the side of the tree. It is silent but for the occasional movement of a leaf on a branch in the occasional breeze. Alice watches. Waiting. It is gently warm. Something very important will happen. To make this life complete. I wonder. Not that I don't know. I know very well. But I wonder. A deep breathe. My fingers have the same touch. Every tiny line in the bark makes a note of harmony. Like in a choir. A single distinct voice emerges from that choir. There is not a single hue of blue anywhere to be seen. Just that familiar golden glow. That radiant, glorious glow of life of the eyes. Shining. That ethereal voice of beauty. Strengthening. A smile. Just a little more time. I have left my past. I am moving towards a new world. Yes. You will see it. God will keep you alive to see it.

Crissi said...

Wonderful - warm - empathetic words! Thank you my dear for it!
Beautiful happy day!
Hug Crissi

MARTY said...

your words are filled with warmth ! your friend must be moved ! silent can be so hard !
wish you a lovely day Dianne

dianne said...

Thank you dear one, C.B. for taking the time to visit and leave this message for me. Your ‘new world’ sounds both exciting and intriguing, I did not realise that you were so unhappy in the world you are leaving behind. I cannot imagine a day without the soft blue hues of the sky, ever changing as the day progresses, but it is your sky, so it can be golden.
I used to touch the bark of our tree, feel its smooth contours and shallow furrows with my soft fingers, listen for your breath as the leaves sang their gentle song in the breeze, my heart would skip a beat but it is a long time since I have felt your presence there or that you are still with me. Perhaps I was only dreaming.
I did not realise that everything made begins with a hand but yes of course all practical things are. When two people meet they usually greet each other with a touch of their hands, the beginning of a friendship or much more but I also believe that nature and love have their purpose in creation.
Such a lovely feeling of peacefulness, warmth and golden colours you paint with your words, I can almost feel that soft, occasional breeze which moves the leaf on the ivy.
Alice, your new love? Hers must be the distinct and beautiful voice which emerges from that choir of voices and resonates in your heart. The golden glow of which you speak, that radiant glorious glow must be the glow of love. She waits, don’t make her wait for too long. Something important will happen, something beautiful and wondrous, two people in love, what could be more beautiful. I can sense the happiness in your words.
God may keep me alive dear one but I doubt I will see this new world of yours, I would dearly love to but I feel I won’t be included, I am a small part of your old world, the one you are leaving behind. Sadly I am someone you will soon forget.
I sense this may be the last time I hear from you, that saddens me and as heart-breaking as that is for me, I want you to be happy. Perhaps, one day if my weblog is still here you will pass by again, if you do, please say ‘hello’ and let me know how you are. As always dear one, with love and affection I say take care and enjoy your newly found happiness.
Your loving and loyal friend, Dianne.
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Thank you dear Crissi for your sweet and lovely words.
A happy and beautiful day dear friend.
Hugs, Dianne
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Thank you dear Marty for your sweet and kind words, yes the silence can be so hard.
Have a lovely day dear Marty.
bisous
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Dearest C.B. , just thinking, could the Alice you were referring to possibly be ALICE, the acronym for "A Large Ion Collider Experiment" in the territory of Sergy, France, hosted by CERN, the European Laboratory for Nuclear Research?
You are so intelligent, it would not surprise me at all if you were a physicist or a scientist. That would be life changing.
Though, my first conclusion was far more romantic and personal.

Dianne xoxoxo ♡

LE CHEMIN DES GRANDS JARDINS said...

Ce qui nous émeut ne dépend pas de notre volonté. C'est d'un ordre supérieur. Lorsque le cœur parle comme chez toi, dans tes poèmes, chère Dianne, on peut parler de transfusion d'amour En ce moment, le monde a besoin de femmes comme toi, de poétesses, capables de l'adoucir par leurs vers. Le plaisir de te lire est intense, l'émotion aussi.
Merci
Je t'embrasse amicalement.

Roger

♥ Łucja-Maria ♥ said...

Hello Dear Dianne
Once again I am delighted line.
This is not a slogan. It is very beautiful.
Dear Dianne, thank you very much and I'm sorry. You never let me forget.
Kisses and greetings.
Lucia ♥ ♥ ♥

Marisa said...

Hello dear dianne,
As always your words touched me deeply, there are lot of sensitivity in every word that I can identify with the way you feel.
Good night.
Marisa

Laura. M said...

In the silence of the night, memories are stronger .Precioso Dianne.
good weekend.
Besos.

dianne said...

Cher Roger , je vous remercie pour vos aimables paroles. Mes poèmes viennent de mon cœur, mes paroles sont sincères. Tellement vrai, nous avons très peu de contrôle sur les affaires de cœur, l'amour ne peut pas être forcé, il dépend du hasard et d'un ordre supérieur.
Je vous envoie l'étreinte chaleureuse

xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Thank you dear Lucja for your lovely words, I am pleased that you enjoyed my
prose.
I love visiting your blog, your words and photos are always so beautiful and you take us to the most interesting places.
I watched Michael Portillo's Great Continental Railway Journeys this week, he visited Poland starting off in Warsaw and then traveling to Lodz, Poznan, Wroclaw and finishing in the ancient capital of Poland, Krakow. I especially enjoyed the Main Square (Rynek Glowny) in Krakow as it is so beautiful.

Here is a link to the square as viewed through a Webcam, it was sent to me by my dear friend C.B, for whom this prose was written.

http://www.krakow.pl/multimedialny_krakow/3222,artykul,rynek_glowny__od_strony_ul__brackiej_.html

Sending kisses and greetings dear friend.
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Thank you dear Marisa for your thoughtful and understanding message, matters of the heart are always sensitive.
I hope you are feeling well in your pregnancy and are able to rest?
Have a lovely day!
Besos
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Thank you Laura dear friend for your thoughtful message, yes, in the quiet of the night and early morning, it is a lonely time and yes memories are much stronger.
Happy weekend!
besos
xoxoxo ♡

Yannis Politopoulos said...

Dianne can give love through her poems
Diane can create love through her smile
Diane can create love through her dreams

Because Dianne is a feeling.

Warm greetings from Volos.
Yannis Politopoulos

dianne said...

Thank you dear Yannis for your sweet words, you are very kind to me.
Perhaps I am capable of creating love through my poems, my smile and my dreams but sadly I cannot find someone who will love me.

Warm greetings dear friend.
xoxoxo ♡

Enrique G.A. said...

Wonderful. -

JUAN FUENTES said...

Amiga poeta,nuevamente tus nostalgias en ese poema.
Tus tristezas hacen que tu persona esté viviendo en un pasado
Un fuerte abrazo.

dianne said...

Thank you for your kind comment dear Enrique !
xoxoxo ♡

dianne said...

Gracias, querido Juan por sus amables palabras, por favor, no se preocupe, estoy muy feliz ... la vida sigue.
Buen fin de semana querido amigo!
abrazos

xoxoxo ♡

JUAN FUENTES said...

A mi amiga poeta le hace falta dar grandes paseos a la orilla del mar
Saludos

Roselle Quin said...

Ooooh..this is just so beautiful!

dianne said...

Thank you dear Roselle for your sweet words, so kind of you to stop by. :)
xoxoxo ♡

JUAN FUENTES said...

A mi amiga poeta le vuelvo a dar las gracias por sus entradas a mi blog de fantasias
Un fuerte abrazo