I have removed the content of the previous post, it makes me appear foolish and desperate, which is how I feel lately … but I must keep some dignity. The outpouring of my feelings was not a good idea, I was trying to reach out to him and remind him of some of the many lovely words he has said to me in happier times. It was a language just for the two of us; something we once shared. I hoped he would visit and see but the chances of that happening were very remote. The flowers in the previous post are amongst many I have picked for my friend when he was down and unhappy…those and an understanding heart and words of comfort for him. Some people don’t appreciate anything you do for them; they just trample all over your feelings when you are not needed any more. I don’t think he realises how sensitive I am and how much he has hurt me, but he should. Anyway, I think it is all too late now, he has gone and it is sad to hold onto any hope when there is none.
When I am feeling more calm and less hurt, I hope to write a poem or a post which will be more positive.
I thank all of you for your constant support and lovely comments, you are all important to me.
Your friend, Dianne ... ♡
This image is an Australian winter sky which I photographed from my garden a few years back, please enlarge for a better view.